day 4 of my 2 weeeks away from home:

im actually homesick. I didnt realize until now how much I like being home, and how comforting it is just to be in your own home. I miss the ones I love deeply. dont get me wrong, getting to see this side of family (a side I havent seen in 12 years) is wonderful. but I just feel strange being away from home. it didnt occur to me how much I really like san antonio until the past few days. and now I miss it, and everyone in it. 5 more days here in oklahoma, and then its 4 days with my best friend/cousin (much needed bonding time). & after alll is done, the best part is left….coldplay concert in dalllas. SO EFFING THRILLED I CAN HARDLY THINK ABOUT IT WITHOUT GIGGLING. and in alll this traveling I have visited and tours many colleges, which scares me alll the more. I dont wanna grow up. I really dont. but its inevitable. and my days as a child are slowly coming to an end. its time to make some big girl decisions. its time to set the stage for what kind of life I wanna lead as an adult, and what kind of people I want to share that life with.

geeez..who knew growing up would be so hard?